lost and forgotten

If I went to the park in the dark

would you know I was there?

I wander my house, no longer a home

and  I feel all alone

in the depths of my soul to that hole in my heart

life for me is painful

every day is a test, can I make it through…

I’m not always sure how

much more pain I can endure

I cant quite figure out why I want to

what keeps me here

it used to be hope

hope of a happy future

now I am old

how much future is left

how much can i alter it

change it

make it happy

find a reason to laugh

I end up more skeptical every day

and more alone

in my the pain deep in my heart and my soul

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~ by Barbi on May 18, 2010.