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•September 29, 2009 • Leave a Commentlost and forgotten
•May 18, 2010 • 1 CommentIf I went to the park in the dark
would you know I was there?
I wander my house, no longer a home
and I feel all alone
in the depths of my soul to that hole in my heart
life for me is painful
every day is a test, can I make it through…
I’m not always sure how
much more pain I can endure
I cant quite figure out why I want to
what keeps me here
it used to be hope
hope of a happy future
now I am old
how much future is left
how much can i alter it
change it
make it happy
find a reason to laugh
I end up more skeptical every day
and more alone
in my the pain deep in my heart and my soul
where I’m at…
•May 9, 2010 • 4 Commentsgood days and bad days!
Today is a good day.
I am feeling in control AND have a friend without benefits!
Certain helps a momentarily loveless marriage survive.
Invisibility kills a woman, living hell I think.
If you’re not going to make me feel female then you will find yourself dealing with a totally nonsexual being.
Make me FEEL female and the magic is in your hands!
MEN…think it out…wisely…it’s your marriage and your choice!
Feeling female DOES NOT mean kitchen or bedroom duty!
It means that when you look at me and only me you feels that your life would end without me noticing you!
That I make you weak in the knees and you are strong but will turn off anything in your life at any moment for a chance to spend time with me.
That making me laugh makes you excited and seeing me vulnerable makes you protective!
I am looking for that man, maybe it is a fantasy, but I will still look for and dream of the man that wants to be with me or it isnt worth it to breathe!
everyday is a new day
•April 15, 2010 • Leave a CommentWhere am I at?
Where have I been?
Is life leading me or am I living it?







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